Bitter

So my friends I must admit that I am starting to become a little bitter. I'm only 19 and the bitterness is setting in, whatttt??? I watch couples at school hold hands or be cute with each other and I feel this twing of I miss that, then I think they are so dumb, and silently not like them. I desire what everyone else in the world desires; companionship and love. I love to be loved and I love to love. Having someone to love and share your happiness and your sadnesses with is wonderful and amazing. We, as humans, desire this love because of the great love our Heavenly Father had for us before we came to this earth. His love is everlasting and eternal. It is the love we can ALWAYS rely on. So I need to turn my bitter attitude around and be happy for those who have love and companionship. I need to focus on the fact that my Heavenly Father loves me eternally and will always be there for me. Someday I will have someone who loves me and with whom I can annoy all of the bitter people ;) but for now I will focus on being happy with myself and making myself the best I can be :)